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Sometimes I feel like a failure even knowing I’m not
Sometimes I want to give up but know I cannot
Sometimes I want to move on when I know I should stop
Sometimes I want to be strong that’s asking a lot
‘Cause sometimes being strong isn’t the proper response
Sometimes I want to drop like a rock
Sometimes I don’t even really know what’s proper or not
Will I ever know the answers probably not
Sometimes I wish I didn’t have to work so hard
Wish I didn’t have to hide these scars
Sometimes I wish I pick up the deck and shuffle the cards
Take the hand of the slave master replace them with ours and sometimes
I wish I didn’t know you at all
Sometimes I wish I never lent a hand when you fall
Sometimes I wish you would call and want nothing at all
Sometimes I wish I didn’t have to wish it at all but
Don’t you worry about the kid just know that I’m gone be alright
Not feeling like myself but don’t worry I won’t take my life
This I know
It’s on me got to do it alone
Came so far seen so much growth
But the light at the tunnel don’t seem so close why
Maybe it’s just me
Maybe I need to just trust me
And give it time
God told me I was one of a kind but
As the pressure grows
Sometimes I just don’t know
Why I
Have to
Be so insecure
Sometimes I don’t
Know which way I should go
Sometimes don’t want to travel this road
Sometimes the weight on my shoulder feel like it’s the heaviest stone
Sometimes I think if not me who gone carry this load and sometimes
I wish you didn’t judge my race
Tell myself you got to make it do whatever it takes
Sometimes I tell myself you got to pick up the pace
Sometimes I really feel like I’m just running in place and sometimes
I feel like I’m dying inside
Sometimes I get tired of fighting these lies
Sometimes I want to cry sometimes I want to swallow my pride
Sometimes I want to be alone but nowhere to hide
You surprised why couldn’t you see
You wouldn’t listen when I told you to leave
Sometimes you weren’t there when I need you to be
And sometimes truth is no one to blame but me
Don’t you worry about the kid just know that I’m gone be alright
Not feeling like myself but don’t worry I won’t take my life
This I know
It’s on me got to do it alone
Came so far seen soo much growth
But the light at the tunnel don’t seem so close why
Maybe it’s just me
Maybe I need to just trust me
And give it time
God told me I was one of a kind but
As the pressure grows
Sometimes I just don’t know
Why I
Have to
Be so insecure
